WATASHI NO SEKAI

Wiken yg bosan so aku teringat yg aku x aku x abes lagi tgk Naruto yg masa Kanoha got crushed by Pein, so anyway wiken aritu aku tgk balik n Bangsar hampir banjir dsebabkan oleh ayaq mata aku. Sedeh woo, mmg betul la philosophy Pein tu, yeah mmg cara dia salah but anyway aku paham la pain yg dia lalui. Unable to control the power, Naruto len cter, tgk la mana dia membesar, walaupun dia kene hentam masa dia kecik dlu still ada org kat kampung dia yg terima dia, dia ada cikgu yg membimbing dia, Hokage. Pain?? dia da la dlm pain~~ n aku rasa masa dia ada Jiraiya dlu 0k jek, bla Jiraiya da takdek so da xdek org nak bimbing dia da, Sasuke len cter, tu pun ada org trigger dia utk revenge, kalau x kalau dok kat Kanoha tu bek2 jek dia. Pein mmg kesian, aku sgt sedeh, dgn cter dia. Masa mak ayah dia kene bunuh tu x sgt la, masa yg Yahiko disuruh bunuh oleh Honzo, n masa tu ada lak Danzo, n dari Kanoha, so dia mmg benci kat Kanoha berzaman2 la. Masa Yahiko mati tu sgt sedeh, x sangka dia mati gt...

Ahhh....aku skang tdo mimpi manjang so basiclaly aku tdo x lena, n da la aku kene bgn pg sbb nak g keje kan. Alangkah seronoknya hdop arini ni sbb arini da hari Jumaat, sok ley la aku tdo lama2 n guling2 lama, aku paling suka bla lepas bgn tdo then berangan, guling2, wah haven!!! well da seminggu neh mimpi manjang, mcm2 lak tu. Mlm tadi nye mimpi kronik btol, siap ada dadah2 lagi, ada ayah, Syuzairin n adegen lari2, pergh...penat! Sbb mlm2 sebelum neh aku sakan menengok Family Outing, well aku dapat dari Ila, n so mlm2 aku pun sebok la bermimpi family outing. I really hate it, in Korea, chinca shirooo (well, lupakan pasal eja betul ok). Tdo mlm aku nak rest kan otak aku tp~~~ N aku nyer tulang lutut asik bunyik2, so skang lagi kronik sbb ari2 aku mmg KENA naik tangga. I hate stairs, anyway, aku nye tulang lutut kiri bunyi2 smpai ke blakang leher ko, agak2 aku kene g cek doktor ke ek?? Aku skang kat kelas neh HEPI!!! sbb aku jumpa geng sekepala, dulu ok suka jek tp tu la, aayak, cik da ...

Wuhoo~~~ Laruku kuar lagu baru, actually two, one of it is what ar...and I like the other one, came out on Sept '11 XXX (Kiss Kiss Kiss)... wohoooo luv it....Hyde san, sarangae, mix language nmpk, haipp!!! And~ Fahmy pun minat Laruku, hahaha, aku nek kete ngan dia, well dia pasang lagu pelan je so aku x la tangkap sgt, aku layankan je then aku dgr melody yg cam familiar, hurm....isn't that Laruku?? then dia kata "haah", huh....really, for 2 months we've been together baru la ni, on that time la aku tau dia pun minat laruku, kalau aku tau awal2 aku da lama borak pasal tu kat kelas, anyway kelas aku dlu xtau la sapa sgt layan korea n jepun and actually nak tau sapa sgt je la dgr JRock x ramai, siyes x ramai, Arashi, NEWS ramai la jugak kot. Nak dijadikan cter, member baru aku kat sini ada yg minat korea, so ada bende la nak borak, n..n..n...dia pun minat laruku, minat....hurm...well anyway dia kenal la, x la cam aku ngan famhy. Berbalik pada Fahmy, dia actually siap...

Hurm...da seminggu lebey kot, ngan batch baru dept baru, well, dak2 kelas ok, trainer.....ok, well anyhow ada sorang trainer sini actually dak PKM dlu, junior, Ekin??. Anyway dia add aku nyer fb but you know, i just accept anyone at one time even I don't recognize who~ and he listed SMT as her school so its related to me.. Anyway everything doing fine right now, I got new friend, I'm togehter with Din, Man and originally with Aqin but migrated to Digi, that clumsy Tun nyer adik, haha. So let's hope everything will be smooth sailing for me~~~

The most happy moment: got the part of batch 217 The most happening and pleasent time: spend time together with batch 217 The moment I like: training together, sweat and tears, super hard, super duper hard with batch 217 The most hearbreaking time: fail to do well on mock call The most embarassing moment: crying in tren after termination from Vads The most depressing and frustating time: got a surprise but actually I can see it coming slowly, a termination from Vads~~~ a lowly promise made and the others trying hard to strive back!!

Sashiburi.....sejak keje 11 July aritu this is the first time I log on this blog. many things had happened. All the fun and those hated things happened and I just have to kept all inside me, just because of I'm too busy and probably just lazy to write eventhough its on web. Class is ok, I met many kind of person with many different kinds of environment and background. Am I happy??? yes probably and probably not. My friends are lovely and I feel blessed to met all these people. Hopefully we all have a bright future together. My house is okey accept the bathroom condition where its had to wash cloths and I have to just being silent and kept my cool with the condition, after all I have to survive. Now its class time and just doing nothing. After 3 weeks on night shift and now I having difficulties to work like a normal office worker. Aogoo~

Ha...arituh g Karok ngan dak2 neh. Ahahhahaha, aku pasti aku da gler. Well, Farish ngok jumpa kawan2 dia n aku tanak nyanyi so Azrin ngan Ewan la nyanyi smpai abes suara. Hahahaha. Diornag berangin gak ngan aku sbb aku xnak nyanyi. Hahaha. Segan ah, panas2 rasa muka aku. Ewan kata dia nak nyanyi lagu Zombie tapi xtau rhyme so ajak aku sekali, aku ngan susah payahnya ok la, time aku nak nyanyi je dak ongek Azrin tu dok mandang sengih2, Woit...............adei....segan la oit...hui, igt skang pun meremang bulu roma aku. Ah, aku bgtau aku nak g kl then Azrin ongek kata dia nak g next week, dia kata ada misi then aku cucuc la owh...nak jumpa awek, dia kata mana ada, aku bgtau la, ada ngat kat fb tuh, then dia kata mana ada, tu bukan lah...erm....mcm mana neh, nak caya ke dak?? bestu, mende tu bkn ley tetiba kita nak ada relationship ngan org, kene ada 2 pihak setuju. Ngek ah.....pehal ntah, tapi jap2, yg aku nak marah2 napa kan...hush, u very bahaya la Hidayah. Ah, aku lupa nak cter, masa ...

Hurm, baru balik dari interview bagai but xla baru sgt, siap da la mandi, makan n tgk cter korea. Hahahha. By the way kali ni pun aku x pasti, ye la kalau aku dpt dia suh stay kan, intuisi aku bab2 mende neg ni selalunya tepat. Well, its ok la, malas nak pikir, akuw at cam taik masa interview, aku first ko, so nebes. Well, yg da lepas da la....malas la. Apa-apa pun jalan2 ke kl ley jupa Zlah, masih x brubah. Yess!!! akhirnya ada gak geng2 x matang aku, but the last time I saw her she looks more mature, or maybe because she's with her parents. Yes it is. N aku dpt beli Vanilla Vanilla that I love best, mesti Alang jeles. Hahahaha, N beli baju baru sbb emergency kene stay kl 2 hari. Zlah kata aku stress bukan apa, sbb da lama x kuar2 berhibur, dok terperap je kat lipis, of cuz, tepat sekali. Hurm.... Tadi ibu kata bla la ko neh nak dpt keje ntah. Aku da bgtau kat dia yg aku x yakin n dgn yakinnya aku yakin yg aku xkan dpt keje tuh. Well, I know best what I am doing right. Well, dia ...

Yesterday when I just asleep, suddenly I got a phone call, it was Kak Nor, and I got the feeling maybe she want me to work on Saturday. Then I just answered the call and she said that I have to replaced Siti because her father died from a heart attack at 3.30 in the morning if I not mistaken. Then I feel obligated and come, I said that I did not have shower yet and she said that so do her and Mahfuz, come and have shower at canteen. Then for so early in the morning, I packed my bag, washed my face, brush my teeth and go. So cold in the morning. We prepared all and then one by one come. Later in the day, yeah, just like normally working hours but they said that actually normally its busier that this day, of course. I had many free time but yeah, I just handle kitchen, who makes water of course busy. Then the boys chat around, I go to the front and just listen and getting bored. I'm just too old to join their conversations. 18, 19, 20, how come I 25 joins in and its boys conversatio...

Tadi aku msg Faris sbb aku teringat kami x penah kuar2 sama2 and Ewan akan g blaja soon. Aku ajak diorang jom minum2 then dia kata ok~ kul 5 abes keje. Then aku g la kat kafe MDL tu sbb nak jumpa ngan aku. Kejap tu smpai Ewan, lama kitorang duduk x smpai2 Farish then uper2 nye diorang x release lagi~ Then Farish smpai, bising gaji x masuk lagi, Azrin pun frust. Lama2 x jadik g sbb bengang. G umah Acik. Then bukak la cter mcm2. Yg len tu aku malas nak cter dlu tapi pasal Azrin. Dia bgtau kat Acik yg dia da x tahan da keje situ, dia nak brenti sooner or later, maybe next week or don't know. Aku cam, Uh?? dia kata dia penat, suma bende dia nak wat, then tambahan skang ni dia kene masak then keje dia bertambah. Dia jadik penat sgt. Owh.....jadik garis melintang bawah mata dia tu bukanlah garis sbb dia x tdo mlm tapi garis2 sbb dia penat. Hidayah, kenapalah ko boleh x perasankan. Aku jadik cam, Oh no~ aku selalu suruh2 dia wat mcm2 jugak, marah2 dia gak, org tu stress, dia kata selalu ...

Ah...apa ek, actually aku ada mende nak cter, erm....pasal apa ek, ok, one by one, first, 27 aritu besday watashi no Ju-Ken, yey, hehe, da 40, n aku cek blog dia kot2 dia ada post apa2 ke, ada, pasal apa ntah, dia ada bgtau pasal "thanks a lot for the hot mail" tapi ntah la, plus the translator xla elok ngat mengtraslatekan. Erm, satu mende yg aku xnak mengakuinye, masa besday Ju-ken tu aku ngah bz2 aku terpandang la kat Mahfuz, oh no~~~~~ muka dia ada gaya2 Ju-ken, yada~ euuughhhh~ smpai skang pun aku geli2 tapi muka diorang mmg ada gaya, kecuali Mahfuz tu egoist, rendah and the most of all, not a bassist. Hahahhaha. Whatever, but its really bothers me, and I'm pretty awkward with him. Yada~ Then tadi ada satu company ni call, disebabkan aku pekak so x dgr la dari mana dia call. Hurm...so?? camner neh cik arfeng??? Yus tpon tadi, syok2 borak tetiba ada order, time tu la dia nak masuk order, sebok tol la~ Tadi aku btaw dak2 neh pasal aku xley tdo awal pagi tadi then aku k...

I've been watching this since last year? early this year, whatever year is it but i'm pretty sure that i've been watching for a long time since and many times I really want to give up to watch this drama but I gather my strength and keep on watching. Well, tday is the final epi which is 159 epi. The drama stars Oct last year if I not mistaken and run till June this year, nearly 10 months??? Not really good with mathematics. The ending is predictable and well, I just stay still until today. The drama is good, the wrong will be punished, hard work pays, nothing easy in life, nothing will always going on with our plan, luck is not always on our side, keep going, patient, believing~ Well, its a family's drama, of course. But, I had fun watching and I'll stop. Its enough~ Now I just hanging on to variety show~ Well, nothing going on with my life, still the same. Yesterday Ewan had flu and tday he seems better but the virus infected Azrin and he got flu today. Shahir brin...

Well, aku datang keje dengan berat hati sbb aku tau keadaan Acik, then aku dtg keje punya lah ramai org, terpinga2 aku. Aku jadik xtau nak wat keje then panas, aku xtau mana barang letak. Actually aku amek masa yg x la lama nak tau barang letak mana but so damn hot. Farish x tego aku so aku pikir dia majuk lagi ke hal 2 mggu lepas, oh no~~~ then aku keje mcm besa je la, rasa nak nanges sbb suma mcm apa, seb bek ada Ewan. Then x lama lepas tu ok da...bila org pagi da balik, ok jep. Aku da berckp balik ngan Farish. Ha...sblm tu aku ckp ngan Ewan Farish xnak ckp ngan aku, majok kot, dia suh tnya, xmo la aku. Then aku tnya gak...hahhaha.. So later in the day ok da..... Then dpt tau lak Azrin keje smpai malam, hehehhee.... Ha..aku tgk dia makin approachable, ley la nak gurau2 n berckp elok. Aku tgk dia pegang2 Farish. Farish kata lepas dia ngan Azrin basuh kantin tu bersama-sama, kene minyak sama ok da....hahhahaha...alasan yg lawak tapi mmg betul pun. Bak kata org Jepun, "Sweat can br...

Hehe.....aku da jumpa anime lain yang aku suka, Ouran Host Club...suka la cter tu. Dia nyer jalan cter memula aku mcm "hurm~" then aku "Wohooo!!!". Aku suka la cter tu, aku suka cara Tamaki see through each of them, after all he is the creator of the Host Club, not to mention his father is the Chairman of the school so basically it is his school but neh~.....he doesn't care all that. But actually how observed he is, is so amazing. He can see through people. Eventhough he seems idiotic and be called "Stupid President" but he's amazing. But, he is stupid. Hahahaha. I like the twins and Kyouya. I love the twins especially Kaoru. He is so calm and considerate not like his twin Hikaru. Actually I thought Kauro is the elder but then last night I search about Ouran on net and comes out that actually Hikaru is the elder, never saw that coming. Kaoru looks more dependable than Hikaru. Well, who knows. Tamaki right, if they associate with other people maybe ...

Tamak aku neh...huh...well...aku suka tangkap gambar awan so...hehe....gambar atas neh semalam, jalan2 kat taman depan, sebelah dia tu masa bawak Qistie kat taman, gambar sebelah neh ptg ni, taman depan gak. Awan da berat nak ujan... Phew~

Hurm....aku terpotong jari...lama da..cuma aku malas nak menulis blog je akhir2 neh...hehe... Memula je bersemangat. Hari tu mmg spoil. gado ngan ayah, hempas pintu, Tuhan balas cash atas dunia..hehe. Ok la tu... Potong bawang berckp ngan Syahir suh masak nasik xdak, aku suka guna pisau tu sbb dia yg paling tajam, hah...kau...dalam doi. Aku setakat luka sket je takpe tapi masa tu hampir terpisah daging aku. Aku sedar pun masa basuh darah. Pulak, dak2 situ suma takot, aku tunjuk jari suma keras...adeiii.... So Farish the gentle one tolong aku balut jari, tapi darah xnak brenti so tpon ibu g ER. Ceh...hosp lipis, kalau org nak mati, mati da kot. Punya la hegeh, x cemas lansung. Tapi ok la, org yg attend aku tu bek so aku ok.. Dalam tapi x perlu jait, ko...jari wedding ring tu. Gam jek. Fisrt aku dgr gam, "Ha??" ye la kot...actually aku penah dengar tapi x la common sgt kan gam2 neh..selalu org jahit tapi jahit akan wat badan kita stress so kalau x trok gam jek. Ok la...xley ken...

Hari ni balik da the one and only anak sedara aku....fuh...tenang rasa jiwa raga...serabut jiwa kalau dia ada...tapi sayangnye di kala aku cuti seminggu ney da nak last2 ney demam n sakit tekak, so xley nak g taman. Smpat g sekali jep. Well, sakit2 neh kita xley nak duga ye dak... Ni gambar masa arituh mula2 dia smpai. Rambut pun x potong lagi... Rambut dia panjang, ayah rimas tros g potong pendek. Mula la xtau laki ke pompuan. Aku da lama umah xdek adik kecik tetiba ada dak kecik yg kuat merengek, berbulu toi..tapi da 2 mggu ney bising hari ni dia balik rasa len mcm lak, rasa mcm bckp guna suara kuat lak padahal guna sore besa jep... Hurm...musan.... anime Ouran Host Club aku ley dikatakan 96% abes tgk, ada satu cter korea, heroin n hero x hensem n x cantik, x motivated lansung la. Kalau kuar kat tv x hengen aku. Tgk la, kalau musan. Cter yg hero hensem pun aku x tgk abes. Cter drama Korea byk ngat epi. Cter Jepun gak "saiko!!!". Well, Smile Donghae, uri Donghae, da smpai ep...

Arrrh......aku nak bercuti2 ngan tenangnya....x laratnya aku, sikit x dpt merengek, melalak, penat tinga aku dengar "ayang"......dulu penat dgr "anyah", skang sbb aku keje so dia baik ngan ayang la plak.. Masalahnya penat tinga tu lah....adei...pi cpt balik. Aku da lama x beradik kecik so aku x larat nak dgr mende2 mcm tu....ah........pening rasa nak muntah aku...

Perut memulas baru teringat aku da lama x period so besok or pg neh kene bgn tok g bli pad...aigooo... Many things had happened and one of the most hurtful thing is Daesung involved in an unfortunate accident. It was an accident with a taxi and the unfortunate thing is because it involved a badly injured motorcyclist. Daesung couldn't avoid the motorcyclist because there was a car in front of him and the victim was lying down on the road. He just happened to drive through the victim and hit the taxi. He had no idea there was a badly injured motorcyclist on the road and thought that he was taken to the police because he hit the taxi. So poor of him. He then been investigated by the police to see whether he was innocent. I don't know if its true but the reports said that the limit is 60 but Daesung drove 80 and he had violates his right to drive safely. Daesung said that he brake his car but there was no mark on the road prove that he did not brake his car. The taxi driver said ...

Airni Kak Nor gado ngan Pak Ngah so masa dtg tadi dia da nak balik, kata x dtg da ptg neh. Tnya Acik then dia kata takpe lah... Then dgr la Pak Ngah merobek mende ntah la...sian Acik, aku rasa aku nmpk dia nanges. Sian dia. Then aku ok jek, agak cemas la takot order ramai but however it turns out pretty well then. Kami ok jek, Acik xdek marah2 so keje ok. Kami tutup erm...xtau nak kata awal ke apa, cuma org x la ramai mcm student slalu tu. Ok2 jek. Kul 10.50 da smpai rumah. Beshnye...hehe. Tghr tadi tgk Pit-a-Pat My Love. Besh la cter tu. Sajangnim dia upernya accident 5 tahun dlu, trok, 2 tahun lepas tu baru dia sedar. Muka dia teruk, hati dia trok. Dia awake from death la org katakan. Patutlah muka dia len. Aku sgt pasti tu Pakwe Minji tu. Ah....sedeynye... Sajangnim dia mcm suka kat Minji, of course. Mcm mana la ek cter tu. Dia bkn sengaja tinggalkan. btollah masa epi first tu, rantai yg sama tu, mmg org yg sama. Piano, origami tu....waaa..... Then Smile Donghae, actually tadi tgk E...

Well, I spent 5 years as a student of USM, of course I love ar...it?? USM..hehe... Its very conforting, calm, enjoyable and all the nicest thing. Well yeah, Penang is so damn hot but its fun. I like to live in Penang, all the breeze...I miss the smell of ocean breeze, how it breezing through my long hair, once, my long hair. I love it, I love how different the food are, the dialect, the smell, the people, also I meet many great people who become my friends, I love my friends. Zlah, Dina, Timah, Nyah, Farah ID, Raudah, Kak Azwa, Kak Anna, Liana, Farah, Yus, Jija,Farah Dongseng, Muni, my dear classmate Shidee, Emma, Plo, Aliza, also Mandy, and my dear housemate Nuin n Fza. Thank you you guys for alsways be beside me and thank you USM. If not USM who accept me as a student 5 years ago I will not meet all these people.

Tengahari tadi g umah org kawen. Memula kat Penjom, kawan ibu, rupanya org menyapu kat Teknik tuh. Terjumpa la plak ngan Hafizi, member zaman skolah rendah dlu, skang keje kilang kat Kedah. Jauhnye la keje....aku dlu len la, nama pun blaja. Tapi aku suka Penang. Then kami g kawen Pijat kat dewan. Ok gak la, tempat aircond kan...hehe. Ngantok x cukup tdo aku pun pe lagi, membuta la ptg tuh, bkn ada wat mende pun. Alang ada btaw la, bekas air hamster dia hilang masa lam bas. Hamster dia dahaga then g la bandar nak g beli, hujan. Demi utk hamster yg kehausan, meredah gak la. Then singgah kat miniria sat, beli bahan tok kek batik. Hehe....sadap woo....so wat la....nnt nak wat lagi lew...

Introducing, my Lovely Qistina. Hew~ The one and only. Hehe. Qistie akan ada adik bulan 10 neh tapi no hal, Anyah tetap pilih Qistie walau adik Qistie nnt lelaki~

Lama ngat da x bukak blog neh, xtau ada da jadik. So tadi baru g amek broadband, Maxis. So ok la skang, no hal nak update blog n lagipun senang carik keje. Muak da aku g CC kat bandar nuh. So gambar atas neh aku nyer lukisan ngan Kakak Kemet masa busan2. Hahahaha, nama pun menganggur, da xdek keje la aku time tuh. Hehe, lukisan tahap dak skolah tadika ^^''