The Tiring Day

Yesterday when I just asleep, suddenly I got a phone call, it was Kak Nor, and I got the feeling maybe she want me to work on Saturday. Then I just answered the call and she said that I have to replaced Siti because her father died from a heart attack at 3.30 in the morning if I not mistaken. Then I feel obligated and come, I said that I did not have shower yet and she said that so do her and Mahfuz, come and have shower at canteen. Then for so early in the morning, I packed my bag, washed my face, brush my teeth and go. So cold in the morning. We prepared all and then one by one come. Later in the day, yeah, just like normally working hours but they said that actually normally its busier that this day, of course. I had many free time but yeah, I just handle kitchen, who makes water of course busy. Then the boys chat around, I go to the front and just listen and getting bored. I'm just too old to join their conversations. 18, 19, 20, how come I 25 joins in and its boys conversations. I getting bored, annoyed, and upset. Just hold on it. Then dishes comes, wash the dishes, eat, cooking vegetables. Acu comes late after the funerals and people suddenly swooning in and there were not much food. She asked me to cook some telur dadar and suddenly hot oil splashed onto my hand, actually its normal for who working in the kitchen but what I did not considered is that I will get bruises?? What ah?? not sure but the one when you had hot oil, kembung2 and I got sad. My poor hand. I was bored and send massage to Timah said that she' s not calling me for so long time and later she reply that she busy with the closing, she really busy and suddenly I feel like choking up. I lean on the wall, look at the sky and thinking when I will getting a good job and suddenly my eyes becomes teary. I went to the washroom and cried. Its so sad, considering that I still not working and don't have saving, don't have boyfriend and other am or already getting married, have stable job and have a good life and where am I?? Then I went to the hall and watch tv. Kak Nor watch Malay drama and fell asleep, I change the channel and its Heechul on tv~ Then the stupid Faris suddenly want to jokes around shut the tv and I getting annoyed. I was getting better and what the hell. And I felt my eyed becomes teary. They shocked and I don't know what to do, my eyes keeps teary. Its so embarrassing and foolish to cried in front of everyone. Its just I'm so tired, not getting enough sleep, bored, and sad looking at my life and hand. Then later when we wait for Acu's husband to fetch us a KL phone number comes in. I answered and its a called from ar....what telecommunication ek, I can't hear it clearly. Whatever it is, she called and asked me to comes on an interview as soon as possible. And I feel the cold dark cloud moving over my head. I suddenly cheered again. I was excited, after all the embarrassing and foolish act in front of everyone, I got a call. Hehe, God please, I'm not sure if I have the chance to do this considering that I'm not a good follower, but, please, I need to escaped from there, I mean, its fun there but yeah, kids. But kids, kids, today I will go to karaoke with them. I must be crazy. Hahaha, Together with Ewan, considering this is the last time I will meet him, not last but before he go to studying, Faris and Azrin. And huh, when I open my Facebook last night then I see that he added me, when he do that? I mean the time. Whatever, its not my time, and that Dak Ongek already have girlfriend, then now I can set my heart free. After all its just my wild crazy perasan imagination. Hehehe. I hope everything will go well. I really do.