Pein~

Wiken yg bosan so aku teringat yg aku x aku x abes lagi tgk Naruto yg masa Kanoha got crushed by Pein, so anyway wiken aritu aku tgk balik n Bangsar hampir banjir dsebabkan oleh ayaq mata aku. Sedeh woo, mmg betul la philosophy Pein tu, yeah mmg cara dia salah but anyway aku paham la pain yg dia lalui. Unable to control the power, Naruto len cter, tgk la mana dia membesar, walaupun dia kene hentam masa dia kecik dlu still ada org kat kampung dia yg terima dia, dia ada cikgu yg membimbing dia, Hokage. Pain?? dia da la dlm pain~~ n aku rasa masa dia ada Jiraiya dlu 0k jek, bla Jiraiya da takdek so da xdek org nak bimbing dia da, Sasuke len cter, tu pun ada org trigger dia utk revenge, kalau x kalau dok kat Kanoha tu bek2 jek dia. Pein mmg kesian, aku sgt sedeh, dgn cter dia. Masa mak ayah dia kene bunuh tu x sgt la, masa yg Yahiko disuruh bunuh oleh Honzo, n masa tu ada lak Danzo, n dari Kanoha, so dia mmg benci kat Kanoha berzaman2 la. Masa Yahiko mati tu sgt sedeh, x sangka dia mati gtu kan, sob..sob..sob.. then masa Naruto, aku rasa, yes, I'm really sure that Naruto pun da get swayed by Pein word masa tu, dia nyer seal da hampir sgt2 broken then seb bek ayah dia the 4th Hokage, Minato dtg, mmg dia da stanby yg bla masa Naruto hilang kawalan dia akan stand by utk seal balik. Yg aku lawak the Nine-Tails kata meh kat dia sbb dia nak scratter badan Minato then Minato kata "then i'm better be away", Minato mmg tough la dari bunyik cara ckp dia. N masa tu Naruto da sgt2 hampir nak bukak seal Nine-tails tu. Smapai mcm tu dia swayed, ye la, Pein tu pun Pain gak, apa yg dia katakan tu betul. Mmg sistem dunia mcm tu kan. Naruto mmg da xley blah, da la Jiraiya kene bunuh, Kakashi pun, Hinata lagi depan mata kene stab, of course. Tp Naruto mmg powerful, 6 Pein body, wooooo...sgt hebat. Then masa jumpa Nagato, aku x la igt sgt kata2 dia tp upernya yg selama ni yg Jiraiya asik ulang2 tu, yg turun kat Naruto tu datangnya dari kata2 Nagato...woooo...punya dia masa dlu, x sangka, igtkan mmg Jiraiya mcm tu, upernya Nagato, sedeh gler. Badan Nagato yg kurus tu sbb dia guna kuasa dia tu, kalau x badan dia cam besa jek. Yee....lepas Naruto bg jawapan mcm mana dia akan ubah sistem dunia ninja tu Nagato put his believed in Naruto, actually jawapan tu jawapan Nagato dlu, cuma dia meninggalkan idealisma dia sbb apa yg dia lalui mmg trok. Pein sama cam Gaara la, sbb apa2 hal it depends on environment mana dia dbesarkan la. Anyway Nagato mmg kesian.

N aku baca manga dia kat tenet n skang neh da jauh da dari apa yg aku ada anime kat lappy. Skang neh ala Naruto kecoh btol, mmg ptt la Khiddy benci kat Naruto. Asik dia je nak lawan, ok, I know that you the hero but come on, everybody have thier part in the ninja world n you're not the only one with determination n power, the Kage don't be the Kage just to get the name~~

Naruto, aku da lama x baca n x ikut Bleach. Alang kata nak keje sini tp x tau ayah bg ke x, 80% vote kata ayah xkan bg~~~

Dream...I hate dream~~

Ahhh....aku skang tdo mimpi manjang so basiclaly aku tdo x lena, n da la aku kene bgn pg sbb nak g keje kan. Alangkah seronoknya hdop arini ni sbb arini da hari Jumaat, sok ley la aku tdo lama2 n guling2 lama, aku paling suka bla lepas bgn tdo then berangan, guling2, wah haven!!! well da seminggu neh mimpi manjang, mcm2 lak tu. Mlm tadi nye mimpi kronik btol, siap ada dadah2 lagi, ada ayah, Syuzairin n adegen lari2, pergh...penat! Sbb mlm2 sebelum neh aku sakan menengok Family Outing, well aku dapat dari Ila, n so mlm2 aku pun sebok la bermimpi family outing. I really hate it, in Korea, chinca shirooo (well, lupakan pasal eja betul ok). Tdo mlm aku nak rest kan otak aku tp~~~

N aku nyer tulang lutut asik bunyik2, so skang lagi kronik sbb ari2 aku mmg KENA naik tangga. I hate stairs, anyway, aku nye tulang lutut kiri bunyi2 smpai ke blakang leher ko, agak2 aku kene g cek doktor ke ek??


Aku skang kat kelas neh HEPI!!! sbb aku jumpa geng sekepala, dulu ok suka jek tp tu la, aayak, cik da masuk~~ nnt smbg

L'Arc~En~Ciel

Wuhoo~~~

Laruku kuar lagu baru, actually two, one of it is what ar...and I like the other one, came out on Sept '11 XXX (Kiss Kiss Kiss)... wohoooo luv it....Hyde san, sarangae, mix language nmpk, haipp!!! And~ Fahmy pun minat Laruku, hahaha, aku nek kete ngan dia, well dia pasang lagu pelan je so aku x la tangkap sgt, aku layankan je then aku dgr melody yg cam familiar, hurm....isn't that Laruku?? then dia kata "haah", huh....really, for 2 months we've been together baru la ni, on that time la aku tau dia pun minat laruku, kalau aku tau awal2 aku da lama borak pasal tu kat kelas, anyway kelas aku dlu xtau la sapa sgt layan korea n jepun and actually nak tau sapa sgt je la dgr JRock x ramai, siyes x ramai, Arashi, NEWS ramai la jugak kot. Nak dijadikan cter, member baru aku kat sini ada yg minat korea, so ada bende la nak borak, n..n..n...dia pun minat laruku, minat....hurm...well anyway dia kenal la, x la cam aku ngan famhy. Berbalik pada Fahmy, dia actually siap beli album skali, well aku minat tp x la smpai beli album, mahal woo and I'm not really into the CD2 thing, and maybe I don't have $$$$ hehe. Aku pun baru2 neh download concert Vamps kat Chile. Like always, my luv JU-KEN, hehehe, cool as always~~~

Aku kat tempat keje neh, so ley ke ek aku nak attach skang ek, maybe later kot~~ skang ada QA Induction, QA pompuan, aku nak QA laki baru cerah bijik mata. Tadi sakit prot, toilet tgkt neh xleh flush so aku berangkat ke tgkt 9, da bese sbb surau kan, anyhow, dok sana berry2 then brangan, smpai rasa, hurm...aku kene blah neh, nak tggu lif lg, xnak guna tgga, syg lemak, hehe~~

CPC???

Hurm...da seminggu lebey kot, ngan batch baru dept baru, well, dak2 kelas ok, trainer.....ok, well anyhow ada sorang trainer sini actually dak PKM dlu, junior, Ekin??. Anyway dia add aku nyer fb but you know, i just accept anyone at one time even I don't recognize who~ and he listed SMT as her school so its related to me..

Anyway everything doing fine right now, I got new friend, I'm togehter with Din, Man and originally with Aqin but migrated to Digi, that clumsy Tun nyer adik, haha.

So let's hope everything will be smooth sailing for me~~~

Moment by TMIS technical Batch 217

The most happy moment: got the part of batch 217

The most happening and pleasent time: spend time together with batch 217

The moment I like: training together, sweat and tears, super hard, super duper hard with batch 217

The most hearbreaking time: fail to do well on mock call

The most embarassing moment: crying in tren after termination from Vads

The most depressing and frustating time: got a surprise but actually I can see it coming slowly, a termination from Vads~~~ a lowly promise made and the others trying hard to strive back!!

Its been a long time

Sashiburi.....sejak keje 11 July aritu this is the first time I log on this blog. many things had happened. All the fun and those hated things happened and I just have to kept all inside me, just because of I'm too busy and probably just lazy to write eventhough its on web. Class is ok, I met many kind of person with many different kinds of environment and background. Am I happy??? yes probably and probably not. My friends are lovely and I feel blessed to met all these people. Hopefully we all have a bright future together. My house is okey accept the bathroom condition where its had to wash cloths and I have to just being silent and kept my cool with the condition, after all I have to survive. Now its class time and just doing nothing. After 3 weeks on night shift and now I having difficulties to work like a normal office worker. Aogoo~

Sket lagi, Lupa nak cter

Ha...arituh g Karok ngan dak2 neh. Ahahhahaha, aku pasti aku da gler. Well, Farish ngok jumpa kawan2 dia n aku tanak nyanyi so Azrin ngan Ewan la nyanyi smpai abes suara. Hahahaha. Diornag berangin gak ngan aku sbb aku xnak nyanyi. Hahaha. Segan ah, panas2 rasa muka aku. Ewan kata dia nak nyanyi lagu Zombie tapi xtau rhyme so ajak aku sekali, aku ngan susah payahnya ok la, time aku nak nyanyi je dak ongek Azrin tu dok mandang sengih2, Woit...............adei....segan la oit...hui, igt skang pun meremang bulu roma aku. Ah, aku bgtau aku nak g kl then Azrin ongek kata dia nak g next week, dia kata ada misi then aku cucuc la owh...nak jumpa awek, dia kata mana ada, aku bgtau la, ada ngat kat fb tuh, then dia kata mana ada, tu bukan lah...erm....mcm mana neh, nak caya ke dak?? bestu, mende tu bkn ley tetiba kita nak ada relationship ngan org, kene ada 2 pihak setuju. Ngek ah.....pehal ntah, tapi jap2, yg aku nak marah2 napa kan...hush, u very bahaya la Hidayah.

Ah, aku lupa nak cter, masa aku g interview aritu aku jumpa sorang neh, mcm Farah, dia sgt nice, aku suka dia. The second day dia x jadik amek test stengah jalan then sanggup dia tggu aku, dia ley je blah kot, lagipun bkn kenal sgt pun. But she's very nice. Aku bruntung jumpa org gtu kat bandar beso neh. Well, aku suka dia~

What I'm Gonna Do~

Hurm, baru balik dari interview bagai but xla baru sgt, siap da la mandi, makan n tgk cter korea. Hahahha. By the way kali ni pun aku x pasti, ye la kalau aku dpt dia suh stay kan, intuisi aku bab2 mende neg ni selalunya tepat. Well, its ok la, malas nak pikir, akuw at cam taik masa interview, aku first ko, so nebes. Well, yg da lepas da la....malas la.

Apa-apa pun jalan2 ke kl ley jupa Zlah, masih x brubah. Yess!!! akhirnya ada gak geng2 x matang aku, but the last time I saw her she looks more mature, or maybe because she's with her parents. Yes it is. N aku dpt beli Vanilla Vanilla that I love best, mesti Alang jeles. Hahahaha, N beli baju baru sbb emergency kene stay kl 2 hari. Zlah kata aku stress bukan apa, sbb da lama x kuar2 berhibur, dok terperap je kat lipis, of cuz, tepat sekali. Hurm....

Tadi ibu kata bla la ko neh nak dpt keje ntah. Aku da bgtau kat dia yg aku x yakin n dgn yakinnya aku yakin yg aku xkan dpt keje tuh. Well, I know best what I am doing right. Well, dia xla kesah sgt, tapi kata kata la bla la ko ney nak dpt keje. Aku tau dia sedey, aku pun sedey. Aku nak bg dia duit, belikan dia macam2, tudung cantik2, kasut cantik tapi tu la, ngan gaji aku skang ney aku je la yg lepas. Anak abes blaja universiti tapi tu la....Sorry mummy~ I'll try harder!!!

The Tiring Day

Yesterday when I just asleep, suddenly I got a phone call, it was Kak Nor, and I got the feeling maybe she want me to work on Saturday. Then I just answered the call and she said that I have to replaced Siti because her father died from a heart attack at 3.30 in the morning if I not mistaken. Then I feel obligated and come, I said that I did not have shower yet and she said that so do her and Mahfuz, come and have shower at canteen. Then for so early in the morning, I packed my bag, washed my face, brush my teeth and go. So cold in the morning. We prepared all and then one by one come. Later in the day, yeah, just like normally working hours but they said that actually normally its busier that this day, of course. I had many free time but yeah, I just handle kitchen, who makes water of course busy. Then the boys chat around, I go to the front and just listen and getting bored. I'm just too old to join their conversations. 18, 19, 20, how come I 25 joins in and its boys conversations. I getting bored, annoyed, and upset. Just hold on it. Then dishes comes, wash the dishes, eat, cooking vegetables. Acu comes late after the funerals and people suddenly swooning in and there were not much food. She asked me to cook some telur dadar and suddenly hot oil splashed onto my hand, actually its normal for who working in the kitchen but what I did not considered is that I will get bruises?? What ah?? not sure but the one when you had hot oil, kembung2 and I got sad. My poor hand. I was bored and send massage to Timah said that she' s not calling me for so long time and later she reply that she busy with the closing, she really busy and suddenly I feel like choking up. I lean on the wall, look at the sky and thinking when I will getting a good job and suddenly my eyes becomes teary. I went to the washroom and cried. Its so sad, considering that I still not working and don't have saving, don't have boyfriend and other am or already getting married, have stable job and have a good life and where am I?? Then I went to the hall and watch tv. Kak Nor watch Malay drama and fell asleep, I change the channel and its Heechul on tv~ Then the stupid Faris suddenly want to jokes around shut the tv and I getting annoyed. I was getting better and what the hell. And I felt my eyed becomes teary. They shocked and I don't know what to do, my eyes keeps teary. Its so embarrassing and foolish to cried in front of everyone. Its just I'm so tired, not getting enough sleep, bored, and sad looking at my life and hand. Then later when we wait for Acu's husband to fetch us a KL phone number comes in. I answered and its a called from ar....what telecommunication ek, I can't hear it clearly. Whatever it is, she called and asked me to comes on an interview as soon as possible. And I feel the cold dark cloud moving over my head. I suddenly cheered again. I was excited, after all the embarrassing and foolish act in front of everyone, I got a call. Hehe, God please, I'm not sure if I have the chance to do this considering that I'm not a good follower, but, please, I need to escaped from there, I mean, its fun there but yeah, kids. But kids, kids, today I will go to karaoke with them. I must be crazy. Hahaha, Together with Ewan, considering this is the last time I will meet him, not last but before he go to studying, Faris and Azrin. And huh, when I open my Facebook last night then I see that he added me, when he do that? I mean the time. Whatever, its not my time, and that Dak Ongek already have girlfriend, then now I can set my heart free. After all its just my wild crazy perasan imagination. Hehehe. I hope everything will go well. I really do.

I'm so sad, upsetting, frustrating and depressing~

Tadi aku msg Faris sbb aku teringat kami x penah kuar2 sama2 and Ewan akan g blaja soon. Aku ajak diorang jom minum2 then dia kata ok~ kul 5 abes keje. Then aku g la kat kafe MDL tu sbb nak jumpa ngan aku. Kejap tu smpai Ewan, lama kitorang duduk x smpai2 Farish then uper2 nye diorang x release lagi~ Then Farish smpai, bising gaji x masuk lagi, Azrin pun frust. Lama2 x jadik g sbb bengang. G umah Acik. Then bukak la cter mcm2. Yg len tu aku malas nak cter dlu tapi pasal Azrin. Dia bgtau kat Acik yg dia da x tahan da keje situ, dia nak brenti sooner or later, maybe next week or don't know. Aku cam, Uh?? dia kata dia penat, suma bende dia nak wat, then tambahan skang ni dia kene masak then keje dia bertambah. Dia jadik penat sgt. Owh.....jadik garis melintang bawah mata dia tu bukanlah garis sbb dia x tdo mlm tapi garis2 sbb dia penat. Hidayah, kenapalah ko boleh x perasankan. Aku jadik cam, Oh no~ aku selalu suruh2 dia wat mcm2 jugak, marah2 dia gak, org tu stress, dia kata selalu ye lah keje mmg la penat tapi skang neh penat kepala, dia x tahan. Dia dpr pointer tggi kat IP dlu, so tggu result kuar then mgkn dia akan smbg UPM. Of course, go for it, sedangkan aku wat degree so why not him. Tapi memikirkan saat aku marah2 dia, aku jadik cam, oh no~ Azrin, akak minta maaf sgt2. Aku selalu igt aku sensetive padahal aku x prasan Azrin sgt penat, aku x prasan Farish sgt penat. What happened to me?? I'm the oldest there, they all my babies but~ I don't know what I'm going to think about. They all will leaving me somehow. Now even Azrin?? then my working environment will change eventually. I have to prepared myself to lose to Azrin. We will meet together later, maybe tomorrow or Sunday, it depends. I want to look at him all chances that I have so that I have no regret later. I have too many regrets in life and I never wish to add more. I want to apologizes to everybody. Why this is happening? Why can't I have some happiness in my life? Its really depressing!!!!! I hate it so much to think about it.

Aigooo, I'm the oldest~

Ah...apa ek, actually aku ada mende nak cter, erm....pasal apa ek, ok, one by one, first, 27 aritu besday watashi no Ju-Ken, yey, hehe, da 40, n aku cek blog dia kot2 dia ada post apa2 ke, ada, pasal apa ntah, dia ada bgtau pasal "thanks a lot for the hot mail" tapi ntah la, plus the translator xla elok ngat mengtraslatekan. Erm, satu mende yg aku xnak mengakuinye, masa besday Ju-ken tu aku ngah bz2 aku terpandang la kat Mahfuz, oh no~~~~~ muka dia ada gaya2 Ju-ken, yada~ euuughhhh~ smpai skang pun aku geli2 tapi muka diorang mmg ada gaya, kecuali Mahfuz tu egoist, rendah and the most of all, not a bassist. Hahahhaha. Whatever, but its really bothers me, and I'm pretty awkward with him. Yada~

Then tadi ada satu company ni call, disebabkan aku pekak so x dgr la dari mana dia call. Hurm...so?? camner neh cik arfeng??? Yus tpon tadi, syok2 borak tetiba ada order, time tu la dia nak masuk order, sebok tol la~

Tadi aku btaw dak2 neh pasal aku xley tdo awal pagi tadi then aku kira2 umur diorang, yg aku terkejutnye, and aku x sepatutnya terkejut ngat pun considered that I knew their age, tapi aku terkejut tol ngan Azrin, dia lahir tahun 1991. Oh no!!!!! dia geng2 90-an. Ottoke~ ye la pun dia umur 20 then aku teringat idol2 yg lahir 1991, eiii~. Berbalik pd cter tadi, aku bgtau la Faris n Azrin, ah...Azrin stay smpai kul 8 tadi, aku btaw la yg aku so surprise that diorang lahir tahun 90-an. Then Azrin btaw, xla, dia lahir tahun 1989. Aku cam, eh....ye...umur saya 22 la, aku cam, oit, dlu ko kata ko 20, eh....ceh...tpu. dia gelak2. Then dia tnya umur aku, aku cam Ouch!! Blood pressure (smbil pegang blakang leher ala2 ahjumma cter korea), owh, akk lahir tahun 1989 ke 88 ek aku btaw dia, aku pun xtau la napa aku ley terkeluar tu, anyway Faris lak, elleh, dia da 25. Hahahaha, mengom Faris, aku xla prasan sgt tapi aku rasa Azrin wat muka terkejut. Napa?? ko btaw ko lahir tahun 1989 nak sama umur ngan aku ke?? Sekeh kang, da aku bahasakan diri aku akak la wei~ Then dia tnya 25 lahir tahun brapa?? 1986, so serious diorang berdua kira2 tahun lahir aku ngan umur aku. Adoi dak2 neh. Faris la kata aku baya ngan kakak dia, hahahahha. Then aku btaw, ye la, adik aku lahir tahun 1989, xkan kot~ So, I wonder if tomorrow will be the same, if he still smile sweetly to me?? Arfeng!!!! stop the nonsense, he' s 5 years younger than you and no way~ with the looks, of course he has his girl somewhere. But, why I'm so disappointed. Azrin, please, please, stop smile so sweetly to me, stop joking around with me or I will really fall in love with you. I got teary eyed, I wonder if I should, this feeling is nonsense. He joking around with everybody, smile with everybody so why?? I tried very hard to avoid him. So why, please stop appeared in front of my eyes, do you know how i try to avoid you like crazy?? so please. I hope he'll stop appeared in front of my eyes, and last night he eventually knew my age, well. Oh no!!! what is this nonsense??? I shouldn't fall in love, not with him. Relax Hidayah, because there is no other choice, there's a lot of men but good looking man?? then ok, Please, stop the nonsense!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Wake up to reality, Ju-ken is enough.

The End of Smile Donghae

I've been watching this since last year? early this year, whatever year is it but i'm pretty sure that i've been watching for a long time since and many times I really want to give up to watch this drama but I gather my strength and keep on watching. Well, tday is the final epi which is 159 epi. The drama stars Oct last year if I not mistaken and run till June this year, nearly 10 months??? Not really good with mathematics. The ending is predictable and well, I just stay still until today. The drama is good, the wrong will be punished, hard work pays, nothing easy in life, nothing will always going on with our plan, luck is not always on our side, keep going, patient, believing~ Well, its a family's drama, of course. But, I had fun watching and I'll stop. Its enough~ Now I just hanging on to variety show~

Well, nothing going on with my life, still the same. Yesterday Ewan had flu and tday he seems better but the virus infected Azrin and he got flu today. Shahir brings his friend today who is 23 years old named Lan, well at least not very young, just finished dip from poli with 3.05. Farish? He change shifts t avoid Shahir and serves him right, get so tired working non-stop from morn till late in the eve. And I find that now I always getting angry. Well, maybe because of hot weather? New environment, narrow space at my work station? Don't know, poor them getting scold by me~ and Azrin, so far getting better with getting together with people, its a good sign isn't it? Well, Acu ran away early tonight and I not getting my pay and I wonder when she will give me and how about the paid for moving things? Its actually doesn't really bother for me but Alang helped to and I feel bad for her. Shahir said that if he not mistaken Acu said that all of the employee will getting paid on Friday. Ah~ so lazy to go to canteen if not working day, well, at least there's Azrin so its at least ok. Hah, gatal me~

I have to paid for my broadband tomorrow and I think I want to bring Kakak to playground tomorrow. I personally feel pity for her, yeah, getting scolded by Ibu, and I also anger at her all the time. And until last week, all the attentions all to Qistina and I thinks she felt neglected, Its okey if she doesn't think like that but who knows what she think. I think she too mature for he age, well, from infant, she always told to look after her sister and she always be the role model and erm~ don't know. I just hope she will growing up just fine without any hardship either physical nor psychologically. Please, grow up well and be a fine lady~

Kafe baru, pekerja baru, environment baru and mood baru~

Well, aku datang keje dengan berat hati sbb aku tau keadaan Acik, then aku dtg keje punya lah ramai org, terpinga2 aku. Aku jadik xtau nak wat keje then panas, aku xtau mana barang letak. Actually aku amek masa yg x la lama nak tau barang letak mana but so damn hot. Farish x tego aku so aku pikir dia majuk lagi ke hal 2 mggu lepas, oh no~~~ then aku keje mcm besa je la, rasa nak nanges sbb suma mcm apa, seb bek ada Ewan. Then x lama lepas tu ok da...bila org pagi da balik, ok jep. Aku da berckp balik ngan Farish. Ha...sblm tu aku ckp ngan Ewan Farish xnak ckp ngan aku, majok kot, dia suh tnya, xmo la aku. Then aku tnya gak...hahhaha.. So later in the day ok da..... Then dpt tau lak Azrin keje smpai malam, hehehhee.... Ha..aku tgk dia makin approachable, ley la nak gurau2 n berckp elok. Aku tgk dia pegang2 Farish. Farish kata lepas dia ngan Azrin basuh kantin tu bersama-sama, kene minyak sama ok da....hahhahaha...alasan yg lawak tapi mmg betul pun. Bak kata org Jepun, "Sweat can bring people together", eh ye ke, pandai2 je aku...hehe.. ha.... aku ada masalah ngan org nak amek n hntr pulang. Seb bek la ibu nak hntar and housemate Kak Nor, Wan masuk keje hari ni, dia masak. Borak2 ngan dia tadi so dia kata dia ley hntr, yes, bagos gak bek2 ngan org neh...hehhehe...dia muda setahun dari aku, lembut jek, cantik lak tu, da kawen, tahun ney baru kot. Ok la tu problem solved tapi susahkan ibu la, aku rasa la dekat sbb aku skolah Seri Lipis dlu, ibu rasa la jauh, panas lak tu...sian la gak~

Ouran Host Club

Hehe.....aku da jumpa anime lain yang aku suka, Ouran Host Club...suka la cter tu. Dia nyer jalan cter memula aku mcm "hurm~" then aku "Wohooo!!!". Aku suka la cter tu, aku suka cara Tamaki see through each of them, after all he is the creator of the Host Club, not to mention his father is the Chairman of the school so basically it is his school but neh~.....he doesn't care all that. But actually how observed he is, is so amazing. He can see through people. Eventhough he seems idiotic and be called "Stupid President" but he's amazing. But, he is stupid. Hahahaha. I like the twins and Kyouya. I love the twins especially Kaoru. He is so calm and considerate not like his twin Hikaru. Actually I thought Kauro is the elder but then last night I search about Ouran on net and comes out that actually Hikaru is the elder, never saw that coming. Kaoru looks more dependable than Hikaru. Well, who knows. Tamaki right, if they associate with other people maybe someday there will somebody who can tell them apart. Well that person is Haruhi. But I personally think that all of the Ouran Host Club can differentiate them, thier way of talking is different. But I like Kaoru personally. The most shocking about Ouran Host Club is Haruhi's otousan is a Okama, a transitive and work at okama bar. Hahahaha, that so hilarious. But after all Tamaki just like Haruhi father. I read on the net last night that Tamaki called Haruhi his daughter because to save their relationship in the group. Then I understand what Kaoru means when he said that Tamaki refers to their relationship as a safety guard or safety family relationship ~ which one eh... or....erm....ah...anyway it means like that. In the end Haruhi pursue Tamaki, so sweet~ Ah, nearly forget to mention, Ouran will have an adapt fiction, ah...so upsetting, do you know who the Tamaki is?? Nakatsu roomate, well I like him in HanaKimi but not as Tamaki....wargh.....and the Hitachiin, argh......not cute at all, grhh......... I tell Alang about it and she said all the handsome actors are busy....yeah, that can be the excuse~

Sora~

Tamak aku neh...huh...well...aku suka tangkap gambar awan so...hehe....gambar atas neh semalam, jalan2 kat taman depan, sebelah dia tu masa bawak Qistie kat taman, gambar sebelah neh ptg ni, taman depan gak. Awan da berat nak ujan... Phew~

Accident Happens

Hurm....aku terpotong jari...lama da..cuma aku malas nak menulis blog je akhir2 neh...hehe... Memula je bersemangat. Hari tu mmg spoil. gado ngan ayah, hempas pintu, Tuhan balas cash atas dunia..hehe. Ok la tu... Potong bawang berckp ngan Syahir suh masak nasik xdak, aku suka guna pisau tu sbb dia yg paling tajam, hah...kau...dalam doi. Aku setakat luka sket je takpe tapi masa tu hampir terpisah daging aku. Aku sedar pun masa basuh darah. Pulak, dak2 situ suma takot, aku tunjuk jari suma keras...adeiii.... So Farish the gentle one tolong aku balut jari, tapi darah xnak brenti so tpon ibu g ER. Ceh...hosp lipis, kalau org nak mati, mati da kot. Punya la hegeh, x cemas lansung. Tapi ok la, org yg attend aku tu bek so aku ok.. Dalam tapi x perlu jait, ko...jari wedding ring tu. Gam jek. Fisrt aku dgr gam, "Ha??" ye la kot...actually aku penah dengar tapi x la common sgt kan gam2 neh..selalu org jahit tapi jahit akan wat badan kita stress so kalau x trok gam jek. Ok la...xley kene air 3 hari. Sbb tgn kiri agak sakit hati time nak berak. Time tu la byk kali nak ke tandasnye. Prot aku ni pun... Well anyway, isi tu terlekat balik tapi agak hodoh sket la...ok la tuh...well, Alhamdulillah~

Qistie come and Qistie go

Hari ni balik da the one and only anak sedara aku....fuh...tenang rasa jiwa raga...serabut jiwa kalau dia ada...tapi sayangnye di kala aku cuti seminggu ney da nak last2 ney demam n sakit tekak, so xley nak g taman. Smpat g sekali jep. Well, sakit2 neh kita xley nak duga ye dak... Ni gambar masa arituh mula2 dia smpai. Rambut pun x potong lagi... Rambut dia panjang, ayah rimas tros g potong pendek. Mula la xtau laki ke pompuan. Aku da lama umah xdek adik kecik tetiba ada dak kecik yg kuat merengek, berbulu toi..tapi da 2 mggu ney bising hari ni dia balik rasa len mcm lak, rasa mcm bckp guna suara kuat lak padahal guna sore besa jep... Hurm...musan.... anime Ouran Host Club aku ley dikatakan 96% abes tgk, ada satu cter korea, heroin n hero x hensem n x cantik, x motivated lansung la. Kalau kuar kat tv x hengen aku. Tgk la, kalau musan. Cter yg hero hensem pun aku x tgk abes. Cter drama Korea byk ngat epi. Cter Jepun gak "saiko!!!". Well, Smile Donghae, uri Donghae, da smpai epi 154 kot mggu lepas, so besok epi 155 rasanya. N aku da cek, epi sumanya ada 159 jep. So, Arfeng, Fighting!! lagi 4 epi. Wahh...rasa lama sgt da aku tgk cter tu. Sejak aku abes blaja la kiranya. Tu kira aku tgk da separuh tu. Xnak da aku tgk cter pasni. Tapi.....aku still tgk cter kul 1.30 neh. Ah...tender da tukar org, aku xtau la smpat ke x aku tgk cter tu pasni...oppa~

I'm sick of Qistina Whining

Arrrh......aku nak bercuti2 ngan tenangnya....x laratnya aku, sikit x dpt merengek, melalak, penat tinga aku dengar "ayang"......dulu penat dgr "anyah", skang sbb aku keje so dia baik ngan ayang la plak.. Masalahnya penat tinga tu lah....adei...pi cpt balik. Aku da lama x beradik kecik so aku x larat nak dgr mende2 mcm tu....ah........pening rasa nak muntah aku...

Period Day

Perut memulas baru teringat aku da lama x period so besok or pg neh kene bgn tok g bli pad...aigooo...

Many things had happened and one of the most hurtful thing is Daesung involved in an unfortunate accident. It was an accident with a taxi and the unfortunate thing is because it involved a badly injured motorcyclist. Daesung couldn't avoid the motorcyclist because there was a car in front of him and the victim was lying down on the road. He just happened to drive through the victim and hit the taxi. He had no idea there was a badly injured motorcyclist on the road and thought that he was taken to the police because he hit the taxi. So poor of him. He then been investigated by the police to see whether he was innocent. I don't know if its true but the reports said that the limit is 60 but Daesung drove 80 and he had violates his right to drive safely. Daesung said that he brake his car but there was no mark on the road prove that he did not brake his car. The taxi driver said that Daesung did not speed because the car in front of his also did not speed and the distance his taxi after being hit by Daesung showed that Daesung was driving 60 per km. The motorcyclist, Hyun's family said that they were more concerns about Daesung unfortunate fate with them. He is still young and the accident might effect him. The taxi driver also pity him and said that Daesung also one of the victim in this. YG representatives said that Daesung is in his dorm and cried heavily and sad to the motorcyclist. He is very hurt by the accident. Hyori also worried about him because he always takes blame even it is not his fault to begin with. This is all that I know. I sincerely hope that everything turns up well for all parities and to all Daesung fan all over the world who worried a lot because of this accident.

Ahhh..........malasnya nak bgn awal sok, tapi x awal sgt la kot. Aku rasa nak bgn kul 12 kot. Ah...napa la aku x bli pad awal2 arituh. Ah.... Nak g jenguk Yatis weekend neh, aku tau la ayah akan singgah umah Kak Long tapi tgk2 ada suma. Ah...malasnya aku nak jumpa Mak Ngah ngan Kak Lang. So annoying. Urgh.....serabut2....harap2 ayah balik tros. Tapi ayah kalau da jumpa Fadzullah tu kang mula la borak x hengat dunia...aigoo.....sok last keje then cuti..ah...ptg ni actually. Dah2...tdo~

Airni Kak Nor gado ngan Pak Ngah so masa dtg tadi dia da nak balik, kata x dtg da ptg neh. Tnya Acik then dia kata takpe lah... Then dgr la Pak Ngah merobek mende ntah la...sian Acik, aku rasa aku nmpk dia nanges. Sian dia. Then aku ok jek, agak cemas la takot order ramai but however it turns out pretty well then. Kami ok jek, Acik xdek marah2 so keje ok. Kami tutup erm...xtau nak kata awal ke apa, cuma org x la ramai mcm student slalu tu. Ok2 jek. Kul 10.50 da smpai rumah. Beshnye...hehe. Tghr tadi tgk Pit-a-Pat My Love. Besh la cter tu. Sajangnim dia upernya accident 5 tahun dlu, trok, 2 tahun lepas tu baru dia sedar. Muka dia teruk, hati dia trok. Dia awake from death la org katakan. Patutlah muka dia len. Aku sgt pasti tu Pakwe Minji tu. Ah....sedeynye... Sajangnim dia mcm suka kat Minji, of course. Mcm mana la ek cter tu. Dia bkn sengaja tinggalkan. btollah masa epi first tu, rantai yg sama tu, mmg org yg sama. Piano, origami tu....waaa..... Then Smile Donghae, actually tadi tgk Entertainment Weekly Do Jiwon or Anna kat Guerilla Interview, then kuar skit sket2 yg Donghae ngan Dojin bersalam smbil tersenyum. Huh?? Ok ke diorang last2?? Mengikut yg aku tau, drama lbt 2 mmg dari Korea. Agak2 mcm mana?? Aku kene tggu lagi 2 mggu ke nak abes?? Waaahhh..........penat da aku sebenarnya...hehe.. Aku da rasa even nak give up dari menegoknye da....hehe.... Ahh....x sabo nak tgk Pit-a-Pat My Love sok. Heeehehehhe.....Ark..tadi tgk gmbr Mason ngan adik dia, Mavin, comey Mason lagi. Ah and Daesung accident. Langgar moto n org tu mati. So skang Daesung tngah kene siasat ngan polis for possible drunk driving....ottoke.....

My Graduation, I LUV USM

Well, I spent 5 years as a student of USM, of course I love ar...it?? USM..hehe... Its very conforting, calm, enjoyable and all the nicest thing. Well yeah, Penang is so damn hot but its fun. I like to live in Penang, all the breeze...I miss the smell of ocean breeze, how it breezing through my long hair, once, my long hair. I love it, I love how different the food are, the dialect, the smell, the people, also I meet many great people who become my friends, I love my friends. Zlah, Dina, Timah, Nyah, Farah ID, Raudah, Kak Azwa, Kak Anna, Liana, Farah, Yus, Jija,Farah Dongseng, Muni, my dear classmate Shidee, Emma, Plo, Aliza, also Mandy, and my dear housemate Nuin n Fza. Thank you you guys for alsways be beside me and thank you USM. If not USM who accept me as a student 5 years ago I will not meet all these people.

Berhujan demi air hamster ^_^''

Tengahari tadi g umah org kawen. Memula kat Penjom, kawan ibu, rupanya org menyapu kat Teknik tuh. Terjumpa la plak ngan Hafizi, member zaman skolah rendah dlu, skang keje kilang kat Kedah. Jauhnye la keje....aku dlu len la, nama pun blaja. Tapi aku suka Penang. Then kami g kawen Pijat kat dewan. Ok gak la, tempat aircond kan...hehe. Ngantok x cukup tdo aku pun pe lagi, membuta la ptg tuh, bkn ada wat mende pun. Alang ada btaw la, bekas air hamster dia hilang masa lam bas. Hamster dia dahaga then g la bandar nak g beli, hujan. Demi utk hamster yg kehausan, meredah gak la. Then singgah kat miniria sat, beli bahan tok kek batik. Hehe....sadap woo....so wat la....nnt nak wat lagi lew...

Introducing, my Lovely Qistina. Hew~ The one and only. Hehe. Qistie akan ada adik bulan 10 neh tapi no hal, Anyah tetap pilih Qistie walau adik Qistie nnt lelaki~

Lama ngat da x bukak blog neh, xtau ada da jadik. So tadi baru g amek broadband, Maxis. So ok la skang, no hal nak update blog n lagipun senang carik keje. Muak da aku g CC kat bandar nuh. So gambar atas neh aku nyer lukisan ngan Kakak Kemet masa busan2. Hahahaha, nama pun menganggur, da xdek keje la aku time tuh. Hehe, lukisan tahap dak skolah tadika ^^''