WATASHI NO SEKAI

Ha...arituh g Karok ngan dak2 neh. Ahahhahaha, aku pasti aku da gler. Well, Farish ngok jumpa kawan2 dia n aku tanak nyanyi so Azrin ngan Ewan la nyanyi smpai abes suara. Hahahaha. Diornag berangin gak ngan aku sbb aku xnak nyanyi. Hahaha. Segan ah, panas2 rasa muka aku. Ewan kata dia nak nyanyi lagu Zombie tapi xtau rhyme so ajak aku sekali, aku ngan susah payahnya ok la, time aku nak nyanyi je dak ongek Azrin tu dok mandang sengih2, Woit...............adei....segan la oit...hui, igt skang pun meremang bulu roma aku. Ah, aku bgtau aku nak g kl then Azrin ongek kata dia nak g next week, dia kata ada misi then aku cucuc la owh...nak jumpa awek, dia kata mana ada, aku bgtau la, ada ngat kat fb tuh, then dia kata mana ada, tu bukan lah...erm....mcm mana neh, nak caya ke dak?? bestu, mende tu bkn ley tetiba kita nak ada relationship ngan org, kene ada 2 pihak setuju. Ngek ah.....pehal ntah, tapi jap2, yg aku nak marah2 napa kan...hush, u very bahaya la Hidayah. Ah, aku lupa nak cter, masa ...

Hurm, baru balik dari interview bagai but xla baru sgt, siap da la mandi, makan n tgk cter korea. Hahahha. By the way kali ni pun aku x pasti, ye la kalau aku dpt dia suh stay kan, intuisi aku bab2 mende neg ni selalunya tepat. Well, its ok la, malas nak pikir, akuw at cam taik masa interview, aku first ko, so nebes. Well, yg da lepas da la....malas la. Apa-apa pun jalan2 ke kl ley jupa Zlah, masih x brubah. Yess!!! akhirnya ada gak geng2 x matang aku, but the last time I saw her she looks more mature, or maybe because she's with her parents. Yes it is. N aku dpt beli Vanilla Vanilla that I love best, mesti Alang jeles. Hahahaha, N beli baju baru sbb emergency kene stay kl 2 hari. Zlah kata aku stress bukan apa, sbb da lama x kuar2 berhibur, dok terperap je kat lipis, of cuz, tepat sekali. Hurm.... Tadi ibu kata bla la ko neh nak dpt keje ntah. Aku da bgtau kat dia yg aku x yakin n dgn yakinnya aku yakin yg aku xkan dpt keje tuh. Well, I know best what I am doing right. Well, dia ...

Yesterday when I just asleep, suddenly I got a phone call, it was Kak Nor, and I got the feeling maybe she want me to work on Saturday. Then I just answered the call and she said that I have to replaced Siti because her father died from a heart attack at 3.30 in the morning if I not mistaken. Then I feel obligated and come, I said that I did not have shower yet and she said that so do her and Mahfuz, come and have shower at canteen. Then for so early in the morning, I packed my bag, washed my face, brush my teeth and go. So cold in the morning. We prepared all and then one by one come. Later in the day, yeah, just like normally working hours but they said that actually normally its busier that this day, of course. I had many free time but yeah, I just handle kitchen, who makes water of course busy. Then the boys chat around, I go to the front and just listen and getting bored. I'm just too old to join their conversations. 18, 19, 20, how come I 25 joins in and its boys conversatio...

Tadi aku msg Faris sbb aku teringat kami x penah kuar2 sama2 and Ewan akan g blaja soon. Aku ajak diorang jom minum2 then dia kata ok~ kul 5 abes keje. Then aku g la kat kafe MDL tu sbb nak jumpa ngan aku. Kejap tu smpai Ewan, lama kitorang duduk x smpai2 Farish then uper2 nye diorang x release lagi~ Then Farish smpai, bising gaji x masuk lagi, Azrin pun frust. Lama2 x jadik g sbb bengang. G umah Acik. Then bukak la cter mcm2. Yg len tu aku malas nak cter dlu tapi pasal Azrin. Dia bgtau kat Acik yg dia da x tahan da keje situ, dia nak brenti sooner or later, maybe next week or don't know. Aku cam, Uh?? dia kata dia penat, suma bende dia nak wat, then tambahan skang ni dia kene masak then keje dia bertambah. Dia jadik penat sgt. Owh.....jadik garis melintang bawah mata dia tu bukanlah garis sbb dia x tdo mlm tapi garis2 sbb dia penat. Hidayah, kenapalah ko boleh x perasankan. Aku jadik cam, Oh no~ aku selalu suruh2 dia wat mcm2 jugak, marah2 dia gak, org tu stress, dia kata selalu ...